In these closing, Trumpism-plagued hours of 2020, I find myself having to guard against empathizing too acutely with the 5 April 1938 entry in the German scholar (and Jewish) Victor Klemperer's diaries, "Ich will Zeugnis ablegen bis zum letzten," in short, "I will bear witness":
"How deeply Hitler's attitudes are rooted in the German people, how good the preparations were for his Aryan doctrine, how unbelievably I have deceived myself my whole life long, when I imagined myself to belong to Germany, and how completely homeless I am."
While it's almost "unbelievably" true that tens of millions of Americans have enlisted themselves in Trump's authoritarian causes — almost reason enough to feel homeless — millions more have stood against his vast malignities, peacefully and democratically ousting the neofascistic monster before — I'm rather sure — he could do irreparable damage to the reputable republic in which I always imagined myself to be living.
Klemperer's notation chilled my mind last night while reading historian Robert Gellately's most recent, superb volume, Hitler's True Believers: How Ordinary People Became Nazis, wherein the passage is featured. The work is a comprehensive analysis of the grinding process by which millions of Germans allowed themselves to fall into the lunatic's evil, self-destructive maw — Gellately's main point being, most were preconditioned to do so less because of Hitler's charisma than out of lighter yet long-standing nationalist and racist beliefs. Trump's minions are of like ilk; all it took to ignite their over-the-top madness was a self-fashioned Führer.
Turned out, America's authoritarian crowd is but a now-impotent minority, and it will shrink smaller still — through death's attrition and especially given the nation's sweeping demographic changes. Except for the passing, four-year horror of their cherished Trumpism, they'll never see a thousand-year American Reich. And neither will we or the world, which one wishes could also have been bestowed on Victor Klemperer and the millions of other rational beings.